It meant nothing at first. When he received the invitation to APHnation from Liechtenstein, Kiku thought...or rather expected more chaos to deal with than a vacation from work. (Because come on, a group where nations all lived under one roof? That was just begging for trouble). And in most ways, it WAS exactly that...but in others....
...it was a dream come true.
At APHnation, he didn't have to worry about stacks of tedious, neglected paperwork or the weight of what his actions could bring if he did something that was not in his boss's or people's favor. He didn't have to be burdened with political, social, or physical issues/strife. Only in this place, surrounded by friends, family, and old rivals alike, did he feel close to being...human. Close to being his 22-year-old mature yet sometimes immature other half, Kiku Honda, instead of Japan personified.
For once, he didn't feel like a country at all.
Of course there would always be those little moments when he remembered what he truly is. Moments such as healing cuts and bruises quickly, consuming more food than the average man, lifting the couch up effortlessly to help search for the missing remote controller, etc.
Albums used to be the most significant and painful reminder of his real identity. The delicate, slightly faded and worn out sepia photos they contained were practically history haunting him, serving to stab his guilty and nostalgic heart with every glance he took inside them. He was sure however that he wasn't the only one in possession of albums that triggered so much emotion.
And now, he had new albums; just two though, and the second is half filled. But they're both filled with fresh memories, crisp and colored photos, of the ones he made at APHnation. The times when he witnessed pranking battles, participated in a game of Truth or Dare, had the strangest and probably most amusing experience with voodoo dolls, got turned into a doll, apparently got drunk and sang karaoke, became a priest in a fantasy themed world, discovered hidden underground tombs beneath the house as well as clones that took the nations hostage in a forest, ate magical food that transformed him into either a child, a Neko, or a feminine version of himself, cross-dressed for Liechtenstein's sake...they were all preserved in those photos.
And the ones he cherished the most....were the ones with Hong Kong.
His otouto-san. Perhaps his best friend.
No...he's more. He's definitely more to him.
But, the bottom line is: he's grateful. Kiku is entirely grateful. For everything.
And now, standing before the APH house with a duffel bag slung over one shoulder and Pochi by his side, he can at last leave this place with a smile.
Arigatou gozaimasu. Sayonara.
((Guys it's been fun; but I guess we all knew that our fun had to come to an end someday. Thanks for all the hilarious times we've had together; I'm really gonna miss you all! ;w; Most of you already know my Tumblr/Skype username; if you don't, feel free to send me a note and I'll send ya the details~ As to whether I'll ever get around to answering those Would You Rather questions, I'll see what I can do But for now, adios amigos!! ))